(my husband goes more than me).showed up at our house looking for my husband... Now that my baby is 17, we finally have time for us. that something wasn't quite right, your intuition tingling, trying to tell you something that you couldn't quite hear. I've got such a horrible selfish wife you wouldn't believe she has turned every second of my life into a bitter experience and nobody is to blame but myself. 7 Cups has compassionate people like yourself who are available 24/7 to chat and support you.Regardless of where you're at or what you're feeling, we have a home for you here. Here I am lying in bed writing this and another night by myself. He's asleep in a single bed with our 9 year old daughter. Another day of emotions buried..feelings left in said and the frustration of uncertainty. Due to her anxiety or whatever it is - she gets distracted and does not take care of things. My marriage is purely a facade of few simple beautiful things. Someday ur gonna miss all the times I asked for a kiss and u didn't give me one Someday ur gonna miss me asking for a foot massage after a 12 hour set up day and u didn't bother with me Someday ur gonna miss having me... There is no physical contact between us for years, and it does my self esteem no good, when I have to ask my own husband to... I do not know why she is always upset and anxious when she is at home. So when he proposed, I said yes, even though I knew I wasn't ready. U are so self centred u can't see 2 feet ahead of u.In olden times, people's satisfaction levels were easier met and they lived a hard life, with little or no certainty. Now in this modern world we are bombarded with so much information on lives, cultures... I hate not having someone to sit up with, chat to, laugh with & be intimate with. my husband has never been my friend or have ever tried..
I hate answering by saying "I'm fine" when really I'm not! my father had a very hard marriage to my mother as well. I've had that feeling many times but foolishly chose to ignore it, looking back I can see the times where I failed to trust my own judgement, those where I... I admit it was me that chose to marry eventhough my family warned me about her yet I insisted. As I sit here having a one sided conversation with my husband, I'm getting very little response in return. for more, as this life I've become entrapped in feels cold and desolate, so very lonely to me. We have fallen into a rut and the excitement of the early days have faded and the connection we shared seems to have disappeared. Then I wonder why I constantly crave communication from someone else. He gets upset if I ask him about it...we're in freakin counseling and he...Sometimes we do petting but I feel like I married a teenager. Yesterday a female attractive bartender that works at a bar by our house that we go to. During this time, I totally devoted my life to being a loyal wife and a good mother. He seems to be okay with everything but I am not and its frustrating. I feel selfish for wanting to cuddle wanting to be kissed I just want to feel loved again I'm so lonely like most of the time I'm alone dealing with sexless marriages have -- for years -- sought and offered support at the Experience Project in the experience “I Live In A Sexless Marriage” and related experiences. I am a very attractive woman not considered attractive enough to have sex with by my husband. I mean absolutely none left but managed to rekindle the fire with them? Has anyone done that successfully with their spouse?